My husband specifically told me to go to bed, because it was already late. The kids both had issues with bedtime tonight and we didnt have quiet time until after 10.
I havent blogged in a while, so Im just doing a quick entry before I close my eyes.
I have a wonderful husband and I dont deserve him! I wont get mushy, he has a rep to keep :)
But he amazes me with his patience.
I on the other hand...Well Im not bad...except this whole womanly, monthly, unconvenient event has only gotten more emotionally tumultuous since having kids. This topic is uncomfortable for men, but I dont care. It is a huge part of my life. Now for a week before my period...my hormones and emotions go haywire!! Not fair! My mind rollercoasters around getting angry, sad, hungry, angry, annoyed.
I ONLY BRING THIS UP...because boy it makes parenting and spousing ( made up word) very very difficult. Ive adopted a very good strategy to help me called...zip the lip!
I just let all those crazy irrational reactions bounce around in my head until they slowly disappear. I wont say anything to any family member..until at least an hour has passed.
Usually Im glad I stuck a sock in it.
Things with Charlotte are still improving, she talks so much more and the increased communication lowers her frustration and defiance. She gets punchy right before bed because shes so tired. I cut her some slack.
I tried...again...to introduce weaning to Maggie...and she is not even close to ready. A whole lot of crying. Thats what I get for listening to unsolicited advice. Ill know when its time. I have to trust myself.
Anywhooo....just some tidbits from the front line.
Nighty night all.
My daily journal of raising children, being a wife, being a human filled with anxiety and fear, and how I want to find love as my guiding force.
Thursday, June 18, 2015
36: probably TMI
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